1/28/26 - At home Dear God, Every time I try to find the words within myself, nothing comes out. I’m holding so many mixed emotions. Deep sadness while trying to stay positive. Feelings of not wanting to do this anymore, yet knowing I have no choice but to keep moving forward. I’m trying to find a healthy way to grieve without falling apart in the middle of the day. The reality of having someone there every single day and then suddenly having them gone is such a hard thing to

Merry Christmas, Papi. What can I say. No words will ever truly measure how much you mean to me. Opening gifts without hearing your jokes or being told to pick up the trash does not feel the same. Today was always your favorite holiday, not because of the gifts you received, but because you understood that the greatest gifts were already yours. Seeing your family together, enjoying one another’s company, with no expectations, only love, joy, and peace, all flowing from the ab

My momma told me one time, “The only time you fail is when you stop trying.” I remember these words often because when you really think about it, they’re true. Many times, we count failure as something that didn’t go as planned. You didn’t see the results you hoped for. You didn’t get the answer you prayed for. You didn’t receive the opportunity, or an open door suddenly became a closed one. We measure things by the outcome, and we’re always tempted to see the fruit of our la

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Have you ever been confronted with making a very tough decision? Your flesh desires one thing, but your spirit is leading you to...

Once again, I find myself scrolling down Instagram and looking at everyone living their "best life". The endless pictures of: baby...

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I remembered those times where I felt despair. Those times where I felt abandoned. Those times where I felt unsafe. Those times of an...

Emotions. Here we go again. I do not know what to do. I’m in between the two. Do I fight off my emotions or dwell in them? If I'm honest,...

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Pain is a funny concept. It’s something you cannot see, but brings the symptoms of hurt, agony, and affliction. You might become accustom...

There’s no way God is with me. I have messed up big time. I failed Him again. Maybe I should give up completely this time because I can’t...

A decision. A choice. A simple yes can change everything. I never realized the power of a decision until I faced the darkest, loneliness,...

Have you ever started reading a book, but then stopped reading it at a certain page? Days, months, or even years go by and you realized...